me.outtatheblue

Forget how to act as a friend, already. Too afraid move toward you. Too afraid if i might surpass the boundary. Too afraid that i might break the friendship we have here. Too afraid to lose one, again. Too many verification-questions need to be answered before doing something. Is it legal for a friend doing this? Is it tolerable? Is it still casual? Will i cross the line?

 Huft….. why am i like this? when will i set my heart free?

Dear God, please let me be like this… Amin.

Here are some pics from me and my lovely best-buddies at Tidung Island.

Warning, here are a post about our Tidung trip with no pics of Tidung inside.. Wekeke

It’s us only!

Day 1 - Departure

6 am at muara angke, with its fishy smell. we took off the boat. and spent almost 6 hours on the boat because of … i dont know what. the sea-police, the overloaded boat, and the money ,of course. -___-

and they took pictures while me sleeping on the back.. :(

Day 2 - On the beach..

Well, actually we could take a picture with 6 of us all in instead of taking these 2 pics if our guide was there.

Yeayy we’re on the bike

and, here is me with De :D

A cheer & thoughtful meeting with Nisa.

Been a very long time we haven’t met each other since our college time. I was in Architecture, while she was in Electro Engineering building. We rarely met each other, but i knew she was nice and beautiful. And also, she was me friend’s ex-gf wekekeke…

We actually arranged this meeting with one other person. We planned to watch some Turkish movies, since the Turki film festival were held at Grand Indonesia. But she couldnt make it. But, nevermind, we still had fun without her anyway.. :)

Back to me & nisa. We talked a lot that afternoon. Random things. Relationship, career, marriage, finding mr.right, simply everything related to QLC a.k.a Quarter Life Crisis.

Maybe we both try to choose the best options from different perception and interpretation about things we face, after all of this time been struggling with our own thoughts.

Options. Sometimes makes thing easier or even harder for us. Easier when we find the one that we like, harder when we have so many options to be chosen but we dislike them all. Choosing an option sometimes takes longer than doing it, for me. Maybe i’m an indecisive person, wishy-washy, or everything you want to call it, but it is important to choose the most apropriate one.

Our conversation brought me to something i never known before. It sounds a bit like this : “And, when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.”  Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist.

I am a bit dissapointed since i didnt buy The Alchemist that day.

Well, what a saturday! It’s great to see you, Nengnisye :))

When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I’ve known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I’d go hungry; I’d go black and blue,
I’d go crawling down the avenue.
No, there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn’t do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love

……… here is a song from the emotional Adele. Love her and her emotional songs. And here is the only song without the feel of anger of the brokenhearted person, despair, sad, disapointment, and all stuff about losing someone we love.

It’s about convincing someone to love… It’s about loving someone… :)

An aurora (plural: auroras or aurorae) is a natural light display in the sky particularly in the high latitude (Arctic and Antarctic) regions, caused by the collision of energetic charged particles with atoms in the high altitude atmosphere (thermosphere).

Aurora Borealis

In northern latitudes, the effect is known as the aurora borealis (or the northern lights), named after the Roman goddes of dawn, Aurora and the Greek name for the north wind, Boreas, by Pierre Gassendi in 1621. It appears on Agustus - September - October or March - April in Fairbanks, Alaska, someplaces in East Canada, Iceland, and North Scandinavia.

Aurora Australis

Its southern counterpart, the aurora australis (or the southern lights), has almost identical features to the aurora borealis and changes simultaneously with changes in the northern auroral zone and is visible from high southern latitudes in Antarctica, South America, and most of times in Tasmania, Australia. Sometimes it can be seen from the peak of a mountain in tropical area. It is such a rare-performance since it appears in sun’s 11-years-cycle.

Northern lights over Malmesjaur, Moskosel, Lapland, Sweden

The aurora borealis shines above Bear Lake, Alaska

Red and green aurora in Fairbanks, Alaska

Northern lights with very rare blue light over Moskosel, Lapland in Sweden

Aurora australis in Antarctica

Subhanallah… Gorgeous!

Am dying to hope to be able to see this miracle at least once in my life. Ameen.